Stick to your guns

Like Bon Jovi said, in "Stick to your guns", I found this song, at this particular moment, is really motivating me.. This song, with great lyrics really pulled me through the day.. It's been a while since I felt a bit down.. It's nothing actually but my sickness is really disturbing me!

Tah apa yang aku salah makan ntah, or termakan lebih sampai 3 minggu lebih dah lutut aku ni bengkak akibat gout.. Biasanya, dua tiga hari, paling lama pun empat lima hari dah ok.. Ini dah masuk hari yang ke-27 dah aku masih jalan pelan2 macam kawan Aiman! Sampai dah nak habis bekalan ubat yang aku amik kat klinik kat Wakaf Tengah tuu.. :-)

Walaupun minggu lepas aku sangat gumbira sebab dapat report card (read: review) yang mengompemkan aku sebagai 'calon PhD' [elehhh.. baru 'calon'..] di Universiti St Andrews ni.., dok dapek den nak merayakannya.. Nak celebrate b'day dengan anak2 pun takde selera sebab gout yang degil nih! Lagi berita gumbira.. Pada hari Ahad (kerja jugak weh hari Ahad pun..) aku dapat surat dari penganjur 10th Student Conference for Conservation Science, University of Cambridge. Ini la seminar pertama aku sejak dok di UK sebagai student ni.. Tak sabar nak take part dalam seminar tu.. (cerita lanjut di blog satu lagi..)

Stick to your guns

[Bon Jovi]

So you want to be a cowboy

Well you know it's more that just a ride

Guess you got to know the real thing

If you want to know the other side

Ain't nobody riding shotgun

In this world tonight

And when you spit, you better mean it

You got to make 'em all believe it

If you're gonna be the one

Stick to your gun

Ain't nobody gonna hurt you, baby

You can go for the trigger

But only if you have to

Aim from the heart

Some will love and some will curse you, baby

And you can go to war

But only if you have to

It's only if you have to

So you want to be the big time

Some people have to drag you down

There's no living in the backseat

If you're gonna drive through town

And when you pray for independence

Boy, you better stand your ground

You got to give it all you got now

Or you might get shot down

Fight hard until the battle is won

.........................

Well, you know that I been through it

I got the scars to prove it

Fight hard and the Battle is yours

... But stick to your guns

So, "Stick to your guns" man..
p/s - kalau taktau lagu ni, youtube-bing la deh..